Ang aming kwento

We first met @ Union Christian College last December 30, 2007.

Yung mga panahon na yun ay training namin ng BLS sa Red Cross. Actually, hindi xa yung instructor namin. Nung Return Demonstration na, sa kanya kami ngdemo ng carrying at bandage. Nung araw na yun makukulit kaming apat. Si Dia, Jasmine, Lalaine at xempwe ako. Kinukulit din namin xa.

Then, after ng return demo, punta na kami for the return demo ng CPR. I sat @ a place where there was a dummy. I was assigned first to do the CPR of an infant. So, kinakatikot koh yung dummy. Lumapit xa sakin. Pinagreturn demo nya ako sa kanya. Practice lang daw. So, nagpractice ako. After a while dumating na yung instructor kung sa ako magdedemo. After koh dun magdemo, lumapit xa ulit sakin. Nanghiram xa ng ballpen kahit halatang may ballpen aman xa. Nagpapacute ata. (kapal koh talaga... ahehehehe) Ayun, sabi nya hanapin koh daw xa pag kailangan koh na yung ballpen. Sad to say, hindi koh kailangan yung ballpen. Kaya xa yung lumapit ulit. Wahahahaha. Then, hindi kami nakapag usap after that. Busy na kasi sa mga demo. Kinacareer kasi. Ahehehehe.

Tapos, pauwi na kami. Hindi koh xa makita kaya hnd na kami nakapag paalam sa kanya. Pagbaba namin galing ng covered court, we saw him sa chapter ng red cross. Tapos kinuha ni Dia yung number nya. Tapos globe xa. Sabi koh, "Uy, globe xa" Ask nya me, "Globe ka rin?"
sabi koh, "opo" Then, kinuha nya yung number koh. Agad nagmisscall. Tapos umuwi na ako. Pauwi kasi ako ng bulacan ng time na yun. Habang nasa bus ako pauwi, after ng lahat ng demo sa covered court, nagtxt xa ng quote. Xempwe, forward din ako ng quote. Then, it started.

Naging kami nang January 09, 2008!

Sa wakas

Sabi koh the other day may tampuhan kami ng dad koh. Well, after ng post koh eh ngtxt ako sa kanya, we talked about what happened. Madami ding nabuksang mga topic. We talked but I think may onting tampo pa rin xa. But I'm not really sure. I just hope na maging ayus na kami for good. Ahehehehe.

Forever

When I was a child
I thought the world
Was nothing but
A big playground

Everything was for free
I can get anything I want
And I can play anything
Anywhere and in any place


I’m free and happy
I’m alive and existing
A can do anything
And I can be anyone

But then I grew up
My ideas has changed
The world isn’t a playground
But was now my home

A home where I can laugh
Where I can cry
Where I can love and
A home where I can dream

Granted with independence
Subjected to all rules
To learn was a choice
And knowledge was a gain

Playing was lessen
For studying was in the scene
I should keep my grades up
For me to be on top

But now I’m old and
Soon I will leave my home
That has been my life
Where I spend my youth

Leaving my home is hard
For it carries all the memories
The memories of my youth
That we share together

The world which is my home
May have been cruel
But helped me to gain strength
And be who I am today

Goodbye to you may home
You’ll soon be someone else’s home
New memories you will see
But ours will be kept forever

He carried me away

I was waiting in the dark
Waiting for someone
Waiting to be seen
And waiting for the light

I’ve been there so long
Fear was creeping within me
I wanted to scream
But I now no one will hear it

Still I wait and wait
Until I fell asleep
Ignoring the darkness therein
For I have lost my strength

After a long time of sleeping
I felt the wind touching me
It was like somebody’s voice
Whispering in my ears

I got up quickly
For I thought there’s someone
Who will rescue me
From the darkness I’m in

But to my shock
Nobody was there
I’m still alone in the dark
Still trying to survive

Tear begin to fell
My cheeks was wet
I can’t stop crying
And I can’t stop wishing

I prayed and prayed
Still no one appeared
My hope vanished
And I run out of courage

I let myself lie still on the floor
My body was numb and weak
I felt like any moment
Death will come and see me

I manage to be calm
And wait for my death
For death will be my savior
From this darkness I’m at

I was grasping with air
Can’t hardly breathe
My heart pumps so hard
And my body starts to shiver

I then close my eyes
Prepare for my death
For it can save me
From this darkness

I lie still on the floor
Until the time it felt light
It was like I’m flying
Flying in the midst of darkness

I submitted myself to it
Thinking I could escape
For this is my only chance
My chance for survival

At last the sun touched my face
It was but warm and bright
I ignored it and waited
And a man appeared before me

He was the one
That made me fly
Caused me to break free
From the darkness I’m once where

I fell asleep in his arms
For it felt warm and I feel safe
I let my body rest in his arms
Until he carried me away

Tatampo

Four days na kaming not in speaking terms ni daddy.

It started last Wednesday night. He asked me when we could have the chance to talk about some important things thats he's meaning to ask. I told him Wednesday until 1:30am. But sad to say inantok ako ng mga before 12mn. Sabi nya pilitin kong magising kasi hnd pa kami tapos mag-usap. Sabi ko hindi ko na talaga kaya and then I fell asleep. Kasi I'll be having my duty the next morning, mga 7am, so I need to get up at around 4am para makasakay ako agad ng bus to school at 5am. So ayun nga, the day ng duty koh, ngtxt ako ng "morning dad" You know what he said?

"Bahala ka na sa buhay mo. Hindi mo na ako kailangan."

Wow, bigat! I said i'm very sorry. But he just can't accept my sorry. Why? Sabi nya kasi nagbitaw ako ng salita and dapat koh yun tuparin. Yeah I know, but hindi ko na talaga kaya eh. Huhuhu. And I'm very much sorry.

Hope na magkaayos na kami ng dad ko. But I can't make the first move.

Starting

Hello! Actually hindi ko alam sasabihin e. Ahehehe. Naenganyo lang ako gumawa ng blog dahil sa friend ko na si Timmy. Ahehehehe. Sana e magamit ko to. Ahehehehe. Sige till next time...