emote mood...

Wishing


that



I'm



DEAD!!!!!!

naalala koh lang yung lolo koh.....

dance with my father

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then


Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved


If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again


Ooh, ooh


When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
Then finally make me do just what my mama said


Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he
Would be gone from me


If I could steal one final glance
One final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father
again


Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me


I know I’m prayin’ for much too much
But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don’t do it usually
But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream

help me...

help me.....

i'm drowning in the darkness....

but still loving the darkness....

i'm all alone.....

but cherishing every second of it...

I'm alive...

but wishing to be dead...

am I normal?

whushoooo....

simula kanina yung exam week namin....

wahahaha..

kakatamad na talagang mag-aral....

well......

lgi ako pumapasyal dito sa blog koh...
minsn ngbbas ako ng blog ng mg ibang blogista.....
sa paglilibot koh sa iba't ibang blog.....
nainggit ako sa iba na ang husay magsulat...
yung iba ang galing magpatawa kahit walang kaefort efort....
hmmmm....

and daming pumpsok sa utak koh araw-araw na gusto koh isulat dito sa blog koh... pero sa tuwing nkaharap na ako sa monitor at nagsimulang lumikha ng isang bagay na galing sa puso ko.... nawawala lahat ng gusto kong isulat... haist.... minsan nagdadala ako ng papel at ballpen para incase meon pumasok sa magulo kong utak eh maisulat koh... peo sad to say.... until now ala pa rin....

hmmmm....
gusto koh lumikha ng isang kwento tungkol sa mga nangyayari sa buhay koh.... mgsulat ng mga bagay na napapansin koh araw-araw... mglabas ng nasasaloob koh... gustohin koh man...minsan hindi koh magawa.... ewan koh ba...

sana sa susunod na pagharap koh sa monitor na to at hawakan ang matitigas na keyboard namin eh makapagsulat na ako ng isang bagay na maipagmamalaki koh....

ahehehehe....

libreng mangarap!!!